I feel like Charlie Brown...

Nov 26, 2005 18:13



Borderline Personality Disorder
Another way of saying "Another unhappy
Teenager". In simplest terms, you are
unhappy with youself to the fullest extent,
chaos blooming inside your head. You can also
have mood swings, though they aren't as severe
as someone with BD. You isolate youself to
escape the problems of others; You're very
afraid of being hurt. Usually, you self-injure,
write poetry, and try to avoid any social
contact. At all. No seriously.

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I want to cry, but I don't know why...

I guess it is just the season... I love this time of year, and I hate it at the same time. I love hanging out with my friends, but at the same time I get tired when they continually IM me. I love my family, yet I loathe the fact that I just don't fit in with them. I love giving people gifts, but I hate it when they think that they have to get me something.
I saw GoF... It was okay, not good, but not bad.
Going to the Drunkard later on tonight... Instead of hanging out with people... *shrugs*
*sits and thinks for a while*
I know why I don't like this season. I feel so out of it. Everybody is excited for the Holiday, and I could care less. My mom just asked me if I noticed the tree, and I said, "Yeah, I saw the presents." And she asked me why I didn't count them (long story, but it is a family tradition thingy). I shruged and said, "They're are about 4 or 5." I just don't care for the holidays for some reason... Maybe when it gets closer, I'll be more conformist and play the music and be excited, but not now.
I need a hug from someone. Anyone would do, but I need one from a specific guy in particular...

boys, holidays, sad

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