im so hungry!!
pre made meals rock. Mum made me a salad with artichoke, olives, pineapple--the works! i had it for bfast with a presimmon fruit and lots of water. then i drank green tea. i have some granola bars and a bit of dry bran incase i get hungry later but im not eatin in the school caf---too tempting!!! i need to really start moving this scale! im so dedicated right now!! ppl stare at me cuz i look so emo..like i shouldnt be emo..i should be like ...all gansgter or sumthin fuck them...i feel medium-chubby , esp. my face. if i pull my pants down low, i appear thinner :) i have 2 do that for another month or so until i lose 12 lbs or so..i/m soo hungry which is good!
yesterday i had a bit much which wass why i probly didnt lose..i was hungry cuz i was dopin homework and tryna procrastinate lol....i got home binged on tacos and cake then purged it all up....drank water...if i hadnt had so much at lunch i'd probably have lost a pound but now i know it's not worth it that extra helping of food. its not worth it the next day when i step on the scale and the # is still not lower!!!!!!!!!!!!! time to move it down. by the end of the week, i hope i lost 3 lbs. i'll do sum cardio tonight. plus, i walk a lot.