SOOOOO EMO TODAY
God so like i'm so glad i'm gay cuz guys are honestly fuckn FUCKED . i hate guys. it hink their just ugugggh *angry face*
they make me soooo mad.
i was sooo depressed 2 nite. why am i not on a date? i feel sooo ugly
my face is so ugly
and im fat
i boiled carrots n beets to eat tomorrow, prepared all my meals...jello and dry cereal to take with me shopping
i need retail therapy man! i need to max out my credit card :( *sniff*.
i want abercrombie skinny jeans but i dont wanna buy a size 26 (or 3) i wanna buy a size 0 or size 24! :(
and i want lightblue AEO jeans but they dont have any. i hop ei dont spend too mcuh i 've spent a couple hundred on my new makeover
like hair stuff and makeup and stuff
i still need a couple things but none of it will be worth it if i dont start losin this weight
im takin green tea with me shoppin in myventi cup
shoppin keeps my mind off food! food is bad! im fat and wide! erk. slit wrists.
hopefully, things get better and i'll get hot and sexy and thin . of course, im going to try hard i even hit the gym ! i jogged til my heart felt it would burst!!! i'll get super ultra thinn like nicole richie just watch and WAIT and i'll be beautiful and ppl will love me.
they make me soooo mad.
i was sooo depressed 2 nite. why am i not on a date? i feel sooo ugly
my face is so ugly
and im fat
i boiled carrots n beets to eat tomorrow, prepared all my meals...jello and dry cereal to take with me shopping
i need retail therapy man! i need to max out my credit card :( *sniff*.
i want abercrombie skinny jeans but i dont wanna buy a size 26 (or 3) i wanna buy a size 0 or size 24! :(
and i want lightblue AEO jeans but they dont have any. i hop ei dont spend too mcuh i 've spent a couple hundred on my new makeover
like hair stuff and makeup and stuff
i still need a couple things but none of it will be worth it if i dont start losin this weight
im takin green tea with me shoppin in myventi cup
shoppin keeps my mind off food! food is bad! im fat and wide! erk. slit wrists.
hopefully, things get better and i'll get hot and sexy and thin . of course, im going to try hard i even hit the gym ! i jogged til my heart felt it would burst!!! i'll get super ultra thinn like nicole richie just watch and WAIT and i'll be beautiful and ppl will love me.