i was lucky!
i had tons of chickpea salad, which i wasn't supposed to but it was made esp. for me and it took FOUR days to prepare. so i googled it and calculated the glycemic index of chick peas, the carb count, dietary fibre, calories and i'm SAFE since it's virtually fat free. (like 5 g of fat, im not worried since ur supposed to eat 30g of fat a day and i never do) and 18g of carbs at 3 cups which is pretty low cuz theres 34g of carbs in .5 a cup of pasta.
and calorie count is less than 200. awesomeness. PLUS the laxatives i took lass night to get rid of the halloween candy seemed to have got rid of sum of the chickpeas and OF COURSE i'm not eatin nuthen else tonight.
luckily no skool tomorrow so i can starve without needin to concenrate allll weekend since i dont work *smiles*
im very happy i dont work. my grandma brought me tons of spinach, broccolli, eggs and persimmon fruit. i'll be dining on that all weekend. i'll be fine and the #s can drop, and i can FINALLY post sumthin positive.
im takin a passive approach to this. im not going to worry and obsess as i have been doin im going to drink like tons of waters and just enjoy life and not food. haha
honestly, i have such a big great ana family that i know i'm going to somehow get there. im @ 120lbs now (uggggggggggggggggh) and 20lbs to go. plus i havent started exercising yet but since id ont work i'll be in the gym on an empty stomach half of my weekend, the other half in bed watching movies =) and drinking peppermint tea. im very glad i have the support out there. especially since i can Google everything i eat and be ease knowing its not as bad as i had imagined xx
and calorie count is less than 200. awesomeness. PLUS the laxatives i took lass night to get rid of the halloween candy seemed to have got rid of sum of the chickpeas and OF COURSE i'm not eatin nuthen else tonight.
luckily no skool tomorrow so i can starve without needin to concenrate allll weekend since i dont work *smiles*
im very happy i dont work. my grandma brought me tons of spinach, broccolli, eggs and persimmon fruit. i'll be dining on that all weekend. i'll be fine and the #s can drop, and i can FINALLY post sumthin positive.
im takin a passive approach to this. im not going to worry and obsess as i have been doin im going to drink like tons of waters and just enjoy life and not food. haha
honestly, i have such a big great ana family that i know i'm going to somehow get there. im @ 120lbs now (uggggggggggggggggh) and 20lbs to go. plus i havent started exercising yet but since id ont work i'll be in the gym on an empty stomach half of my weekend, the other half in bed watching movies =) and drinking peppermint tea. im very glad i have the support out there. especially since i can Google everything i eat and be ease knowing its not as bad as i had imagined xx