Last night I dreamt of san pedro......
I really did. Not really.
it's two am, I suck. I NEED HELP TO SLEEP. GAH.
I'm so sick of pizza, we're through. No more bagel bites or pizza for ten years.
Bad anxiety tonight. UGHUGH..
I need to wash poor josh's sweatpants. They are dirty. As well as my hair.
I'm sick of nightmares. I'm sick of seeing fucking aliens and dawn of the dead people. Why can't I dream about rainbows and kittens.
I miss good dreams, a lot.
I miss feeling like myself. I've turned into a crazy depressed insomniac.
I'm sorry for how fucking shady I've been the whole break with all of my friends. I just haven't been feeling all that well. And I don't have a car.
I need relief.
It would be nice to crawl into bed with josh right now, even if it is like 00000# black in his room. I like listening to him breathe when he sleeps, it's so steady, and rhythmic.
friday will come soon enough. Please come now.
I can't believe how fast time flies. It's amazing.
Now i'm listening to nick lachey. So sue me! I'm not gonna lie, I love nick to death. He's so cute. That jessica simpsons A HOE. TEAM LACHEY.
I fucking hate anxiety. GO AWAY.
it's two am, I suck. I NEED HELP TO SLEEP. GAH.
I'm so sick of pizza, we're through. No more bagel bites or pizza for ten years.
Bad anxiety tonight. UGHUGH..
I need to wash poor josh's sweatpants. They are dirty. As well as my hair.
I'm sick of nightmares. I'm sick of seeing fucking aliens and dawn of the dead people. Why can't I dream about rainbows and kittens.
I miss good dreams, a lot.
I miss feeling like myself. I've turned into a crazy depressed insomniac.
I'm sorry for how fucking shady I've been the whole break with all of my friends. I just haven't been feeling all that well. And I don't have a car.
I need relief.
It would be nice to crawl into bed with josh right now, even if it is like 00000# black in his room. I like listening to him breathe when he sleeps, it's so steady, and rhythmic.
friday will come soon enough. Please come now.
I can't believe how fast time flies. It's amazing.
Now i'm listening to nick lachey. So sue me! I'm not gonna lie, I love nick to death. He's so cute. That jessica simpsons A HOE. TEAM LACHEY.
I fucking hate anxiety. GO AWAY.