Im going to complain because I can
Well.....
I feel like I have lost SO much of my life here at UT! I have gotten used to surrounding myself with friends, always having someting to do, laugh, and just be me. I don't have that here. I have one really goood friend and everyone else is just friend/aquaintance. Imean maybe I should have been a party girl, I mean dont get me wrong I looooove going out having a good time drink now and then but all the time...Im trying to keep a 4.0 too and classes just seem so pointless....and boring....
I dont get it....I have Such AUHmazing weekends, but during the week my whole optimism changes. I feel like my friends at home dont even care if I exist anymore. I never hear from anyone, I never go out with them,and it hurts. It hurts like a knife. But whatever....
Im coming home this weekend, if anyone wants to see me. I mean people who truly do, and not people who just feel bad....
I was talking with Luis and we were thinking about going with the "old gang" you know tiffy, stephan and everyone......but who knows.....
Maybe.....
IM getting really irked with my dad!!! LIKE I want my car so freakin badly its so hard to get around without a car or just in general. Like something new is wrong with it every day! Its realllly pissing me off, its not fair. I can finally drive but no car....*screams*
14 days till my bday!!!!
"Im playing the game of life, but it seems Im not winning"
I feel like I have lost SO much of my life here at UT! I have gotten used to surrounding myself with friends, always having someting to do, laugh, and just be me. I don't have that here. I have one really goood friend and everyone else is just friend/aquaintance. Imean maybe I should have been a party girl, I mean dont get me wrong I looooove going out having a good time drink now and then but all the time...Im trying to keep a 4.0 too and classes just seem so pointless....and boring....
I dont get it....I have Such AUHmazing weekends, but during the week my whole optimism changes. I feel like my friends at home dont even care if I exist anymore. I never hear from anyone, I never go out with them,and it hurts. It hurts like a knife. But whatever....
Im coming home this weekend, if anyone wants to see me. I mean people who truly do, and not people who just feel bad....
I was talking with Luis and we were thinking about going with the "old gang" you know tiffy, stephan and everyone......but who knows.....
Maybe.....
IM getting really irked with my dad!!! LIKE I want my car so freakin badly its so hard to get around without a car or just in general. Like something new is wrong with it every day! Its realllly pissing me off, its not fair. I can finally drive but no car....*screams*
14 days till my bday!!!!
"Im playing the game of life, but it seems Im not winning"