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I've been so inspired/in the mood to write today. which means--LJ POST! yay.
I got a digital camera for Christmas from my dad (he got them for my mom, Belle, McCamie and me, all identical) which was a total surprise. We haven't been big on the presents for years now so this is definitely awesome. I hadn't seriously been wanting a digital camera but now that I have one...imagine the possibilities!!!! tagging hundreds of photos on facebook, lots of fun userpics that I take of myself, random LJ picture posts of strange/funny things that I see...orgasmic.
I brought myself a lot of CDs as my Christmas present to myself. John Mayer's 'Continuum' and Amy Grant's old Christmas album (for nostalgic reasons).
hm what else. I really want to grow my hair long again, I got the urge to for some reason. My hair's finally long enough to put into pigtails/buns again which is fun.
well I'm inspired to write but this is a really boring and short post. I apologize.
oh yeah and for Carola and Kelsey and the rest of you Rufus Wainwright fans, download his song "Foolish Love." It's the most beautiful and perfect song. ever. period.
god, I woke up with the worst headache. my head feels like it's in a fucking vise right now. my stupid fanciful head. hopefully it's purging itself of all of the stupid stupid imaginative thoughts that it's been having the past few days, jesus christ how the FUCK could I be so stupid...at least the small amount of sleep that I did get made me feel a little bit better...I think I'll live. as opposed to last night I just wanted to curl up and die. but I still feel like the epitome of shit right now. my head hurts, I'm all achy, and I just feel so STUPID and heartsick that I want to throw up. I wish my finals were over so I could go home and curl up and sleep. I'll probably go home for a little while today anyway, I have a final at 8 am but then I'm calling in sick to work and going home.
Ok I need to stop. I know I'll be fine; I just need to think about other things. luckily I have winter break to get over being so burned out and shitty and stupid and stuck on this one guy, which was stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. actually I didn't do anything quite as stupid as I could have so that's good...I'm looking forward to winter break and seeing all of my friends and I just need to concentrate on that.
oh, and I GOT INTO THE WRITER'S HOUSE!!!! I'll be living on campus next year!!!! I'm so excited. I also need to concentrate on that happy fact too.
Chase had his Christmas cocktail party the other night, which was actually a lot of fun. about 5 people he'd invited from the drama department were there and then his roommates had invited some cool people too. his roommates are both fucking awesome, btw--they are both black and go to Howard and the one's gay (his boyfriend, who looks exactly like Eminem, was at the party) and the other roommate is just this short, stocky, ghetto guy who's really nice and awesome. haha he'd been drinking but the straight roommate said to me, like, "you know, you seem so cool. You don't talk much, but I think if you did you would be the chillest person" which was cool and gives me some STREET CRED POINTS, bitches.
that reminds me--more street cred points--while I was running yesterday some black guy in a pickup truck with his music blasting was sitting at a stoplight. when I ran by he said something like "that's right gurl, jog it out" which was awesome.
anyway, the party...Chase was kind of drunk, which was funny because he was acting, for the most part, exactly the same way that he usually does when he's in a goofy mood. Except for when he started trying to cuddle with me and touching me, which was NOT cool at all (because you know what they say: drunk actions = sober thoughts) and WTF, if he likes me it will totally ruin our friendship and I will be totally grossed out and uncomfortable. SO uncomfortable.
omg on a MUCH brighter note (I can't believe I'm even putting this on here...some girl at Chase's party showed it to us and I swore I'd share it with everyone)...PTERODACTYL PORN!!!!! I'm not even fucking kidding, you must go to this. just don't watch it at work/around your parents and even if you are totally grossed out you must watch the whole thing because it gets even more fucking hysterical and better omgomgomg http://www.totallycrap.com/nsfw
maybe I just need to Pterodactyl Porn my blues away...my head feels better already.
I got a digital camera for Christmas from my dad (he got them for my mom, Belle, McCamie and me, all identical) which was a total surprise. We haven't been big on the presents for years now so this is definitely awesome. I hadn't seriously been wanting a digital camera but now that I have one...imagine the possibilities!!!! tagging hundreds of photos on facebook, lots of fun userpics that I take of myself, random LJ picture posts of strange/funny things that I see...orgasmic.
I brought myself a lot of CDs as my Christmas present to myself. John Mayer's 'Continuum' and Amy Grant's old Christmas album (for nostalgic reasons).
hm what else. I really want to grow my hair long again, I got the urge to for some reason. My hair's finally long enough to put into pigtails/buns again which is fun.
well I'm inspired to write but this is a really boring and short post. I apologize.
oh yeah and for Carola and Kelsey and the rest of you Rufus Wainwright fans, download his song "Foolish Love." It's the most beautiful and perfect song. ever. period.
god, I woke up with the worst headache. my head feels like it's in a fucking vise right now. my stupid fanciful head. hopefully it's purging itself of all of the stupid stupid imaginative thoughts that it's been having the past few days, jesus christ how the FUCK could I be so stupid...at least the small amount of sleep that I did get made me feel a little bit better...I think I'll live. as opposed to last night I just wanted to curl up and die. but I still feel like the epitome of shit right now. my head hurts, I'm all achy, and I just feel so STUPID and heartsick that I want to throw up. I wish my finals were over so I could go home and curl up and sleep. I'll probably go home for a little while today anyway, I have a final at 8 am but then I'm calling in sick to work and going home.
Ok I need to stop. I know I'll be fine; I just need to think about other things. luckily I have winter break to get over being so burned out and shitty and stupid and stuck on this one guy, which was stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid. actually I didn't do anything quite as stupid as I could have so that's good...I'm looking forward to winter break and seeing all of my friends and I just need to concentrate on that.
oh, and I GOT INTO THE WRITER'S HOUSE!!!! I'll be living on campus next year!!!! I'm so excited. I also need to concentrate on that happy fact too.
Chase had his Christmas cocktail party the other night, which was actually a lot of fun. about 5 people he'd invited from the drama department were there and then his roommates had invited some cool people too. his roommates are both fucking awesome, btw--they are both black and go to Howard and the one's gay (his boyfriend, who looks exactly like Eminem, was at the party) and the other roommate is just this short, stocky, ghetto guy who's really nice and awesome. haha he'd been drinking but the straight roommate said to me, like, "you know, you seem so cool. You don't talk much, but I think if you did you would be the chillest person" which was cool and gives me some STREET CRED POINTS, bitches.
that reminds me--more street cred points--while I was running yesterday some black guy in a pickup truck with his music blasting was sitting at a stoplight. when I ran by he said something like "that's right gurl, jog it out" which was awesome.
anyway, the party...Chase was kind of drunk, which was funny because he was acting, for the most part, exactly the same way that he usually does when he's in a goofy mood. Except for when he started trying to cuddle with me and touching me, which was NOT cool at all (because you know what they say: drunk actions = sober thoughts) and WTF, if he likes me it will totally ruin our friendship and I will be totally grossed out and uncomfortable. SO uncomfortable.
omg on a MUCH brighter note (I can't believe I'm even putting this on here...some girl at Chase's party showed it to us and I swore I'd share it with everyone)...PTERODACTYL PORN!!!!! I'm not even fucking kidding, you must go to this. just don't watch it at work/around your parents and even if you are totally grossed out you must watch the whole thing because it gets even more fucking hysterical and better omgomgomg http://www.totallycrap.com/nsfw
maybe I just need to Pterodactyl Porn my blues away...my head feels better already.