Need to move on...

[meg_and]

1 month the pain...

2 months the same...

3 months the dreams...

4 months it seems that I just can't let it go.

A flutter, a daydream, a hope, a hole inside me.

I wanted what I didn't want. What I didn't need.

But it would've been mine... it would've been loved.

I could've done it on my own.

5 months a distraction...

6 months then reaction.

No love. No trust... too many lies.

Yet I still wonder why...

I've been blinded, lost in hope and memories.

Its time to know you were never good for me.

I gave it all up.. I gave me up.

And in the end I just fell apart.

You won't feel the pain.. it'll all seem the same.

Next time... next time try the truth. The hard truth. The hurtful truth.

Truth heals... truth can be accepted. Truth could've set me free.

Too many tears over you. Too many smiles just for you.

Too many kisses... too many hugs.

7 months the loneliness...

8 months without your kiss...

9 months I'll set me free.