I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE ASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here
Here’s a story of a
man named ASHLEY who was playing with three nipples of her own…then something
something *thinking* a woman named RICO..who was a slut cuz she had 3 girls and
no husband…and all the girls were from different fathers….and something
something….-giggles- Hello, ummm…-giggles- I’m RICO..and ummm…I'm
ASHLEYS guy friend…-giggles- and I came up with this genius idea..to post an
entry on each others LIVE DIARY…soooo…-giggles-
here I am. I wanted to share a story with you guys, so gather around and listen
to father goose....*thinking*...to father silly goose....cuz im kinda...not
straight...-giggles-....jk...or am I? MUAHAHAHAH!!! uhhh...hahaha ok....well,
anyways...Me and MY ASHLEY have known each other for more then a year now. I
remember the first time I talked to her online she gave me a "lecture"
-giggles- on my picture that she got of me and she also gave me a compliment
*blushing*. Then I asked her for a picture, but she said that she didn't send
her pics to people she didn't know very well, I respected that...-giggles-...but
I still kept nagging for a pic of her. Then, about a week, I wasn't feeling to
well and MY ASHLEY sent me a picture of her self to cheer me up -smiling- and I
remember what it said in the subject line of the email...."Here you go
kiddo"...-smiling-...and in the picture she had a gray Volcom beanie and a
huge smile on her face and those beautiful eyes of her....and her smile....omg...her
smile...-smiles- I feel in love with her smile and her eyes (til this day, when
I get to see her smile...it gives me butterflies in my tummy) -smiling-. After
that...I just fell for her hard. I couldn't stop thinking about her, god I
thought she was soooooo funny and soooo fucking cool and omg I fucking loved
talking to her...Then a couple of months after that...New Years came
around....*blushing*...and she asked me if I could stay up with her and spend
New Years with her...and of course we stayed up..kept looking at the clock
waiting for it to be midnight…and at midnight we both did the "kiss your
fingers" thing (a RICO and ASHLEY thing...fyi)...and her asking me to stay
up with her...that...that really got to me. After that...I was all hers, I gave
my self to her, I belonged to her I pretty much handed her my heart -giggles- a
tiny candy heart that said.."RICOS HEART" -giggles-..We would stay up
all night and talk and talk and talk....and be..well...shed be on her
webcam..cuz my webcam is always being a nazi..grrrrrr....and I seriously could
of just sat there and starred at her...and that’s pretty much all I did...its
almost impossible for me to think when I'm looking at her. God, she’s just
sooooooooooooo pretty and ahhhh...seriously..its "hard" (-giggles-) to
think about anything else, besides how beautiful she is. I always get random
mental images of the first times I got to see her on her webcam...her resting
her chin on the head of her guitar...I dunno, why..I'm always thinking about
that....Then Valentines came along...me and MY ASHLEY spent 12 hours talking to
each other that day...from around 3pm to 3am and we just talked and talked and
talked and talked -smiling- flash forward to her birthday...I kept thinking
about....what I could give her...I wanted to give her something that she
wouldn’t expect and couple of days before her birthday she said that all she
would really want is to just hear my voice over the phone...but we weren’t
going to be able to talk on the phone cuz her mommy was ganna take her out on
her birthday...-smiles- so I got the idea to record my voice for her...and..I
sang to her Happy Birthday...it might not seem like a big deal to most of
you..but...MY ASHLEY knew that me doing that..was a big deal....I DO NOT
SING...no ones ever heard me sing....NO ONE! and I've never even sang Happy
Birthday along with other people at a Birthday Party...I do not
sing...-smiling-...and MY ASHLEY loved it...and ahhhhhhhh...that was such a big
deal to me...to sing...MY ASHLEY is going to be the only person to hear me
sing....*blushing*...maybe..our little girl, too...*blushing*...and my birthday
is a month after hers....and omg...wow...she made me cry...-giggles-..in a good
way...just, wow...everyone always forgets my birthday...I never get anything I
want on my birthday...even if I tell them what I wanted..but..omg....MY BABY
wow...she just...wow...I seriously couldn’t talk after I got my
presents...and...-smiles- she knows that..cuz we talked on the phone
afterwards...and...I just...I couldn’t talk...I was speechless....*deep
breath*...and then, here I am....making an entry on MY ASHLEY'S lj....*deep
breath*...I'm madly, deeply, crazily in love with Ashley, I love her to death, I
would do anything for her....I'm always going to lover her, always going to take
care of her...lay down in bed with her all day, when she's sick or not feeling
to well, incase she needs anything...always try to help her in any possible way
that I can...always be there to make her feel safe and not alone..go with her,
wherever she goes.....*deep breath*...MY ASHLEY is perfect in every way
imaginable...she's beautiful, smart, funny, caring, lovable and all mine
-smiling-....she saved my life...I don’t want to get into much detail about
that, but, MY ASHLEY knows all there is to know about it....without MY ASHLEY I
seriously....don’t know what I would...I know I wouldn’t be able to make
it....I know I would go crazy....I know I need MY ASHLEY...the only thing in
life that I have to look forward to is.....spending it with MY ASHLEY...to one
day, get married to her and grow old together and always have each other....and
yeah....*deep breath* One word to describe MY ASHLEY would be...PERFECT....or
BEAUTFUL.....-smiles- MINE...-giggles-...*deep breath*....I love Ashley Ann
Schudar more than anyone could ever imagine.