Jun 20, 2005 01:13
So, I had a nice, long talk with Ann tonight, about my dad and stuff, and about how I'm all single and feeling lonely and stuff, and she seems to be happy with her bf, so it'd be hard for her to understand, but I remember a few weeks ago, things were going pretty much the same way for her. I have the distinct impression that Forth of July might be bad this year. I don't know why, maybe because of pending drug charges, but I have a feeling it's going to be like in 2002 because I'm alone, and I don't know if that is some sort of irrational connection on my part or what.
I haven't been able to log onto livjournal.com all night, so I'm not sure whether or not this is going to post, but I thought I might as well try typing it up.
Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, you are not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. You are extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and you allow only a special few into your inner world. Like a wary animal, you are cautious and mistrustful of those you do not know until you "sniff them out". You are very, very instinctive and intuitive. You usually have a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though you may be unable to clearly articulate why you feel as you do. Your feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities
One of your greatest assets is your ability to see both sides of an issue, and to negotiate and bring about compromise and reconciliation. Tactful, reasonable, and with considerable social finesse, you work well with people in business as well as in personal relationships. You are objective and somewhat detached from emotional bias, and make an excellent consultant, mediator, or public relations person. You insist upon fairness and seek to bring harmony or at least peaceful coexistence between people, and your diplomacy is a benefit in any business or social situation. You also have fine aesthetic sensitivities and could work in an artistic or cultural environment.
I don't know if I'd quite put it all that way, but I think I'd pretty much like to reword everyone who's right about me just to make me sound better. Maybe it's because I'm a mediator, and I want everyone to get a positive assumption of me, even if it isn't important to me whether or not they like me. Actually, it's more like it is important that people like me, but if they don't, they can go suck a dick.