No, I haven't died....or fallen off the face of the earth
[x] Life has been pretty hectic lately. Things with Brendon are "over", or as over as they could be, since there really isn't anything to be over. He told me exactly what he wanted right from the beginning but I refused to really hear him, so I let myself go on believing that he liked me, when really we were just friends with benefits I guess. I'm kind of seeing Myron now, who is, physically, Brendon's complete opposite. Me and Brendon were around the same height (obviously he was a few inches taller, but definitely a short guy) and that was nice - we looked normal together. Myron is bigger than both my brothers - a full two feet taller than my sister. LoL he said if I wasn't so short he'd propose to me. Things are going well with him - I'm taking it slow because I don't want to screw things up or create false hopes. He graduated in December and so is on the lookout for a job and I'm not going to be the one to hold him back. So until things in that department are in order - things aren't going to get very serious.
[x] I really want this semester to be over and done with. I don't care if I have a hectic summer coming up - my classes are killing me, I'm doing badly in almost all of them. I have a social psych exam tomorrow and a reptile presentation for herpetology on Wednesday. Plant Geography exam next week (I think). Week after that I have an Abnormal psych exam, Herpetology lab practical and yet another social psych exam. Week after that is finals and I gots three of them (possibly 2 if I do well on the Abnormal exam). EIGHT exams within the next couple weeks...kill me now. At least I don't have any papers.
[x] Velvet Revolver concert next Tuesday =) Me and Brendon are going - I don't know how weird its going to be, but we bought the tickets months ago and have been planning on going together so I'm just going to be optimistic and I know it'll be a blast!! I was thinking about selling his ticket to my roommate or something, but he really wants to go and I'm the only person he wants to go with apparently. So it'd be really bitchy to sell his ticket.
[x] Got my new bikini in the mail today. I can't believe I actually feel comfortable enough with my body to wear it!! I got it from Victoria's Secret and it fits really well =) I definitely won't be wearing it to any family parties though - they're not kidding with the "Very Sexy" thing.
[x] We signed a lease for the house in Leverett next year. They have a few rooms opening up for the summer too, so we're trying to sublet the crappy ass Puffton apt. so we can move to Leverett in June. Ella and I would be sharing a room for the summer, but we'd save a ton of money so I don't care - it's worth it - Ella's cool shit. I'm excited to be living with my roomies next year too. For once in my life, my roommate didn't drop out or transfer after living with me. I'm starting to get over my complex.
[x] Wings has been sucking lately too, which is terrible, because that used to be the one stable good thing in my life. But customers don't know how to tip AT ALL and I need the money now more than ever. I have to give $720 to my new landlord by the end of May, pay a ridiculous cell phone bill because I switched plans and they charged me in advance for next month, and pay my rent in like 5 days (how does this sneak up on me every month?!) Jessie got another job waitressing at Judies in town, and is phasing out the whole job at wings, so now I'm the only girl driver left. I will miss working with Jessie but I'm excited to be working side by side with like 35 guys.
[x] Anyways....you probably stopped reading this like a half page ago, so I'll go do something productive now...like study for my exam tomorrow!! Peace =)
[x] I really want this semester to be over and done with. I don't care if I have a hectic summer coming up - my classes are killing me, I'm doing badly in almost all of them. I have a social psych exam tomorrow and a reptile presentation for herpetology on Wednesday. Plant Geography exam next week (I think). Week after that I have an Abnormal psych exam, Herpetology lab practical and yet another social psych exam. Week after that is finals and I gots three of them (possibly 2 if I do well on the Abnormal exam). EIGHT exams within the next couple weeks...kill me now. At least I don't have any papers.
[x] Velvet Revolver concert next Tuesday =) Me and Brendon are going - I don't know how weird its going to be, but we bought the tickets months ago and have been planning on going together so I'm just going to be optimistic and I know it'll be a blast!! I was thinking about selling his ticket to my roommate or something, but he really wants to go and I'm the only person he wants to go with apparently. So it'd be really bitchy to sell his ticket.
[x] Got my new bikini in the mail today. I can't believe I actually feel comfortable enough with my body to wear it!! I got it from Victoria's Secret and it fits really well =) I definitely won't be wearing it to any family parties though - they're not kidding with the "Very Sexy" thing.
[x] We signed a lease for the house in Leverett next year. They have a few rooms opening up for the summer too, so we're trying to sublet the crappy ass Puffton apt. so we can move to Leverett in June. Ella and I would be sharing a room for the summer, but we'd save a ton of money so I don't care - it's worth it - Ella's cool shit. I'm excited to be living with my roomies next year too. For once in my life, my roommate didn't drop out or transfer after living with me. I'm starting to get over my complex.
[x] Wings has been sucking lately too, which is terrible, because that used to be the one stable good thing in my life. But customers don't know how to tip AT ALL and I need the money now more than ever. I have to give $720 to my new landlord by the end of May, pay a ridiculous cell phone bill because I switched plans and they charged me in advance for next month, and pay my rent in like 5 days (how does this sneak up on me every month?!) Jessie got another job waitressing at Judies in town, and is phasing out the whole job at wings, so now I'm the only girl driver left. I will miss working with Jessie but I'm excited to be working side by side with like 35 guys.
[x] Anyways....you probably stopped reading this like a half page ago, so I'll go do something productive now...like study for my exam tomorrow!! Peace =)