this is killing me

Mar 06, 2008 22:04

My lady-friend, who I love has been wait-listed at my school. That pretty much means she's not getting in. Me make have to break up over this. I love her so much. I'm so so drunk right now. She thinks everything happens for a reason, and she wants to know the grand plan behind this. You know what? Fuck that. There is no goddamn plan. Things just happen. Sometimes good people have to eat shit. Sometimes they can't be together no matter how much they love each other.

I am so drunk.

It's so hard to find someone to love. Wait, no that parts easy. You can love anyone. The trick is getting someone to love you back.

She said that it's so hard to find someone to love, someone who loves you back. But like I said, the first part is easy, but to find mutual love with someone. That shit's hard. I have that love now. How long will i have it? I can't say.

I'm so depressed.
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