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The Brat Prince Lestat just made you his victim.
Feel lucky for he is a wonderful romantic
killer. He stalks his prey for weeks to month
until he cant stand it anymore. He forms
relationships with them sometimes and falls in
love easily. When he killed you he held you
close and drank your blood like you two were
lovers. It was Heaven to die in his arms. He
may even make you into a vampire! (I doubt it
though)
Bitten By A Vampire....but who????
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For some strange reason it feels that maybe I have been seduced... lately things have been so different. Seems that the harboring resentment against an ex has been sponged out of me and things are better. Although it wasn't the greatest situation, there were good times. I only wish there were more good times than bad. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him and smile. Like a memory of opening a first Christmas present under a tree, or a smell of fresh baked cookies right out of the oven on a cold wet and rainy day. You never forget it.
I've been training myself. "They're just memories" I tell my heart "They can't hurt you unless you dwell on them." I still dwell but as days pass, little by little. It didn't work out. So what? That doesn't mean another relationship will fail just as miserably.
...I wish him the best. He deserves it. By actually admitting that to myself instead of fighting my love for him, I'm able to finally let go piece by piece and enjoy life even more.
Three things I try to accomplish each day:
Read
Write
Paint
Fate, as it seems, as graced my soul again. Feel more alive, happy and able to succeed. And to feel that way again knowing that I'm on my own is even greater than being needed in a relationship with someone.
...
Lucky, I love you. Probably always will. Know that whatever happened, I'm sorry. No matter what I told you, my heart still longed for you - kept me close. I only wish that you are happy in life and successful. I hope someday you'll find true love. And it stays with you longer than you ever expected.