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Yesterday was lovely, but I'm a tad worried about Josh. His foster brother is being really tough to deal with, so much so that he's all but attacking their foster parents. There's so much yelling and arguing and destruction (foster brother DJ's new fave hobby), that Josh is scared in his own house, he even admited that. It was so bad a couple of nights ago that he got out a baseball bat in case he had to do some drastic action to keep his foster dad safe.
Whenever we left his house yesterday his foster mom came over to me crying and thanking me for being there and being such a great person for Josh to be with. She said that everytime we talk on the phone or whatever his face just lights up, and that I couldn't know how much I meant to him. She also told me to keep on being so good to him because he's had a rough life and I truly am his light.
I wasn't sure what to say to that. Mom did the talking for me, though, and I nodded.
The day we spent out was rather nice though. I got to spend the whole day with Josh. We went shopping and all. I received Fake 3, ordered Fake 6, Then He Ate My Boy Entrancers (Georgia Nicolson series), a shirt that says 'You don't know sith', Simple Plan CD, new CD player, shiny things, and matches. Lovely, lovely. Too bad there wasn't any bubble wrap. Oh well.
Argh! I got all of 2 hours of sleep last night. Everytime I drifted off I would have one of those terrible nightmares. Eventually, I couldn't sleep, so I've been up reading all night. This really sucks because I've been exhausted. Going to the mall and generally hanging with Josh takes a lot of energy, especially when I feel up to null anyway. *sigh* Maybe now that I've bitched it'll stop again. Maybe?
Shannon's coming over today. I should have a random fic up today, possibly. Oh, and, HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!!
Whenever we left his house yesterday his foster mom came over to me crying and thanking me for being there and being such a great person for Josh to be with. She said that everytime we talk on the phone or whatever his face just lights up, and that I couldn't know how much I meant to him. She also told me to keep on being so good to him because he's had a rough life and I truly am his light.
I wasn't sure what to say to that. Mom did the talking for me, though, and I nodded.
The day we spent out was rather nice though. I got to spend the whole day with Josh. We went shopping and all. I received Fake 3, ordered Fake 6, Then He Ate My Boy Entrancers (Georgia Nicolson series), a shirt that says 'You don't know sith', Simple Plan CD, new CD player, shiny things, and matches. Lovely, lovely. Too bad there wasn't any bubble wrap. Oh well.
Argh! I got all of 2 hours of sleep last night. Everytime I drifted off I would have one of those terrible nightmares. Eventually, I couldn't sleep, so I've been up reading all night. This really sucks because I've been exhausted. Going to the mall and generally hanging with Josh takes a lot of energy, especially when I feel up to null anyway. *sigh* Maybe now that I've bitched it'll stop again. Maybe?
Shannon's coming over today. I should have a random fic up today, possibly. Oh, and, HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!!