We might as well be blind and left to rely on scent and semaphore.
I moved out again. I couldn't handle Northville, mostly because it was the antithesis of what i was told it was to be. "G, it's going to be sweet." "It's your own place." "You can do whatever, just no parties." Remember how it wasn't sweet? How they totally changed it to "you're living in my house so you have to do (insert random thing)?" How I couldn't do ANYTHING?
Every night i came home and was depressed because I was there and every morning I woke up depressed because I was there. The last couple weeks I lived there I pretty much stayed at Ben's dad's or wen's when his mom was gone. And when my aunt and uncle went to Maine, Emily and I lived there and it didn't suck. But, the day they came back I told them I was moving out.
I'm at Ben's now. It's ridiculous, rofl. Ben, B, Wen Lettey and I all live here so in the event we're all home it's very much like hanging out.. only we didn't go anywhere.
My family moved. I stay busy most of the time, but when I'm by myself (like now) I get really sad. I'm sure soon they won't miss me and my father will stop sending me pictures of the girl's in their new pool and having fun in texas. It's not that I don't want to see them or anything, it's just weird.
I've decided to go to EMU, like i always planned. Seriously, I decided to go there when I was 16.. this fall I'll be 19. Sure as fuck aren't getting any younger. My father always told me 4 years from now i'll still be 4 years older, but if I do this i'll at least be super close to my bio degree.
The tricky part is paying for it. I've decided that going into debt is my best option. Funny, because that's the reason I didn't go in the first place. My father is adamantly opposed to student loans. He thinks finishing school in debt is a step backwards... I think not finishing school is just turning around and walking away.
I have to drug test this morning. Since it's the weekend I only have between 6:30 and 9:30 am to do it. Lucky for me I stayed up and watched the last samurai otherwise I probably would've slept through it.
Every night i came home and was depressed because I was there and every morning I woke up depressed because I was there. The last couple weeks I lived there I pretty much stayed at Ben's dad's or wen's when his mom was gone. And when my aunt and uncle went to Maine, Emily and I lived there and it didn't suck. But, the day they came back I told them I was moving out.
I'm at Ben's now. It's ridiculous, rofl. Ben, B, Wen Lettey and I all live here so in the event we're all home it's very much like hanging out.. only we didn't go anywhere.
My family moved. I stay busy most of the time, but when I'm by myself (like now) I get really sad. I'm sure soon they won't miss me and my father will stop sending me pictures of the girl's in their new pool and having fun in texas. It's not that I don't want to see them or anything, it's just weird.
I've decided to go to EMU, like i always planned. Seriously, I decided to go there when I was 16.. this fall I'll be 19. Sure as fuck aren't getting any younger. My father always told me 4 years from now i'll still be 4 years older, but if I do this i'll at least be super close to my bio degree.
The tricky part is paying for it. I've decided that going into debt is my best option. Funny, because that's the reason I didn't go in the first place. My father is adamantly opposed to student loans. He thinks finishing school in debt is a step backwards... I think not finishing school is just turning around and walking away.
I have to drug test this morning. Since it's the weekend I only have between 6:30 and 9:30 am to do it. Lucky for me I stayed up and watched the last samurai otherwise I probably would've slept through it.