Jan 26, 2006 16:10
my mind is so blank - everythings just been shoved to the side to deal with later, but nothings ever dealt with in the end. Im so overwhelmed. so much on my mind. so much to do. I was told to get a job. I did. I tried to do as best as i could in school but everything just went down hill. I dont care about anything anymore, I dont know how. My parents tell me that I need to start caring - but I really cant, I just dont care that I dont care about anything.. if that makes any sense. I want to be better than what I am. It's all a vicious cycle until absolutely nothing matters.
I Just want to fall asleep with you again. Arms & Legs wrapped up in eachother...