Dec 13, 2007 01:50
I think I need to let go of someone I love very much because I've officially tapped him of all his resources. sometimes I make myself so ugly that I can't show my face around the people I love anymore. the light of recognition has sunk out of their eyes, and that's just too painful to bear.
I think a lot about how I used to throw away the tuna sandwiches my mom would make me for lunch in elementary school. and how I always ripped every new pair of tights she bought me. I cry thinking about those things.