Myraid of emotions! warned.
The other day i was talking to a friend at work about live journals, when i noticed just how far back my entries were. I have had live journal since 2001, i was shocked that so much of my life was actually on the net. Though reading back some of those entries i can see how childish and naive i was (well much more than i am now heh). It was refreshing to just look back at life and read those entries well at least some of them no way i'm reading all those in one sitting.
I think i have finally given up on the notion of a 'formal' relationship with anyone and just go the way i have been going. I feel every time i put myself on the line and share my feelings with someone it just isn't good enough. I end up looking like a fool and i become horribly jaded each and every time. It looks like i will find solace in the smaller things in life rather than a relationship with someone and that is fine.
I'm slowly working on all types of blogs at the same time and it has been incredibly slow but hopefully i can present them soon. Me and the crew are gearing up to head to Chicago in April, i can't wait i have never been! I will be there for 4-5 days so i have plenty of time to explore the bars/clubs in the area among other things.
In other news i'm beyond sick, i was hanging out at Jon's house and my eyes started to tear up for three hours straight! My tears stung my eyes (it seems i don't get much use of them at all) and i feel like crap. Hopefully this goes away before the weekend, i took some medicine and got some sleep in me (pretty much the only time i sleep a lot). SO things should be better or not as bad tomorrow.
I have had all types of interesting dreams that i will put into another blog somewhere into the net, along with the interpretations of what I believe they mean. I look forward to sharing that with everyone, till then stay classy.
I think i have finally given up on the notion of a 'formal' relationship with anyone and just go the way i have been going. I feel every time i put myself on the line and share my feelings with someone it just isn't good enough. I end up looking like a fool and i become horribly jaded each and every time. It looks like i will find solace in the smaller things in life rather than a relationship with someone and that is fine.
I'm slowly working on all types of blogs at the same time and it has been incredibly slow but hopefully i can present them soon. Me and the crew are gearing up to head to Chicago in April, i can't wait i have never been! I will be there for 4-5 days so i have plenty of time to explore the bars/clubs in the area among other things.
In other news i'm beyond sick, i was hanging out at Jon's house and my eyes started to tear up for three hours straight! My tears stung my eyes (it seems i don't get much use of them at all) and i feel like crap. Hopefully this goes away before the weekend, i took some medicine and got some sleep in me (pretty much the only time i sleep a lot). SO things should be better or not as bad tomorrow.
I have had all types of interesting dreams that i will put into another blog somewhere into the net, along with the interpretations of what I believe they mean. I look forward to sharing that with everyone, till then stay classy.