Random musing.
i would say i'm not better than i was 3 weeks ago but i would be lying. the status with the girl has gone nowhere so yes in that respect things are down. but i've thrown that to the fates to decide now im not going to spend anymore effort in trying to push the whole "official" thing. So i've reverted to my old ways hehe.
every passing day i find that i care less and less what certain people think and i just do more of what i please. lol this has led to some people getting really pissed off at me but i just shrug it off. of course all these "people" tend to be women but there isn't much i can do about it.
on weight? amazingly still going down lol you would think i would be ecstatic but i'm curious about it. happy slowly getting to where i want my ideal weight to be. comments about how much better i look are good but i dunno i still feel the same.... albeit with more definition.
summer has be thus far not that eventful really. i've been to one BBQ and it happened to be a midnight one. i might add it was pretty kick ass but i still miss going to a handful of BBQ's during the summer. maybe i should organize something with the crew, just sit around the fire pit and shoot the shit.
friday before me hoj and luis went to Q's we stopped to get some dinner at "pollo tropical" imagine a mcdonalds that just serves spanish food. it is amazing. but regardless somehow the mascot a yellow chicken in a hamock got me and hoj talking about how beautiful cancun beaches were. He has never been but as a child every year the family vacation would be cancun until me and my brother got bored of going there (what can i say we were too young to comprehend a social life). I dream of going back on day with just friends sitting on the gorgeous beach sippin' on a corona and staring at beautiful women (i did say a dream!). Even thinking about it fills me with an ambition to go back.
on that note its late and it's raining. i love sleeping to the rain there is nothing more relaxing. good night everyone.
every passing day i find that i care less and less what certain people think and i just do more of what i please. lol this has led to some people getting really pissed off at me but i just shrug it off. of course all these "people" tend to be women but there isn't much i can do about it.
on weight? amazingly still going down lol you would think i would be ecstatic but i'm curious about it. happy slowly getting to where i want my ideal weight to be. comments about how much better i look are good but i dunno i still feel the same.... albeit with more definition.
summer has be thus far not that eventful really. i've been to one BBQ and it happened to be a midnight one. i might add it was pretty kick ass but i still miss going to a handful of BBQ's during the summer. maybe i should organize something with the crew, just sit around the fire pit and shoot the shit.
friday before me hoj and luis went to Q's we stopped to get some dinner at "pollo tropical" imagine a mcdonalds that just serves spanish food. it is amazing. but regardless somehow the mascot a yellow chicken in a hamock got me and hoj talking about how beautiful cancun beaches were. He has never been but as a child every year the family vacation would be cancun until me and my brother got bored of going there (what can i say we were too young to comprehend a social life). I dream of going back on day with just friends sitting on the gorgeous beach sippin' on a corona and staring at beautiful women (i did say a dream!). Even thinking about it fills me with an ambition to go back.
on that note its late and it's raining. i love sleeping to the rain there is nothing more relaxing. good night everyone.