learning experiences.

May 11, 2007 00:14

Hm so WHAT a weekend i had. i was quite busy indeed. I went to q's on friday and as always i had my fun. I learned to control alcohol consumption... some what lol. Saturday was amazing and a half though i intially planned for nothing Hoj said we should hit up the city clubs and do something new. Of course me living for a life of adventure went.

We were drinking on the pathtrain to NYC just for pregame and walked along the streets drinking some more. Arrived at Websters Hall in quite good spirits it was my first time there. It was all very exciting.. being cinco de mayo very cheap well tequilla has had way more than it should have been lol. Very nice place and i think i would like to go there more often when the chance occurs. But defintely with a bigger group.

Next we walked around NYC aimlessly as is pretty much tradition at this point lol. Went to club Pachas where i totally forgot that ray worked there lol dont blame me. it was the drunk/addled mind. Didn't spend that much time in there though i have to say that the set up is amazing.

I shortened the night immensely mainly because most of it was a blur of excitement and drinking. I got home sunday morning at 830AM... w/ a 6 pack of corona and a captain morgan. Amazinly i slept like a baby as soon as my head hit the pillow lol. The only thing i regret is that i didn't have enough energy the days after and had to spend so much time sneaking in naps to recoup all my energy. but all things have consequences so i can't complain that much.

life wise? i find myself questioning why if i like someone i have to be totally uninterested. i know its just part of the "dating" game or just flirting for that matter. but i'm growing tired of it, i know that its something that has to be done. Part of me already knows if i tell a girl that i like her that it would just scare her off... but if i play this little cat and mouse game i wont.. at least immediately lol.

i tend to like girls that are so different from me, well atleast on some points of course i couldn't like anyone that was COMPLETELY different from me, at least ideals/thoughts wise. it's something i have to learn feigning that i'm not interested. i dont really like it all that much the whole concept really bugs me. I'll just reserve my thoughts/feelings till later i suppose.

like always ill just have to adapt to the situation and make do with what happens for good or ill. there is always something to learn from all experiences just takes awhile to find someone worthwhile only to let it slip from my fingers. ill try and have zero expectations lol. yeh that'll work.

~Andy
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