When will the pain go away??????

[bodmodsnm]

All I think about is you...... and the promises you made to me and our son. You said you would never do this to us. I wanted to give you EVERYTHING.

Staind - Trippy

I can't believe how far I've come
Now watch me stumble and come undone
If you take away these memories
All that's left is just me

Cos I don't want this
And I don't need this
And I don't feel this
It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this
I can't fake this
And I won't take this
Anymore.

So you choose to break my heart
I should have seen this from this start
I'm haunted by your apathy
All that's left is killing me

Cos I don't want this
And I don't need this
And I don't feel this
It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this
I can't fake this
And I won't take this
Anymore.

You believe in the way you choose to be
I've always had to see the brighter side of this so I don't loose my faith
Now the sun has gone away
It's getting colder every day
So before I freeze to death there's something I should say

I don't want this
I don't need this
And I don't feel this
It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this
And I can't fake this
And I won't take this
Though you say you understand you still won't face this
Can't erase this
I won't embrace this
Anymore.