The Skin You're In
well alot of time has passed and i've been stayong at home alot lately i really miss hanging out with dara. went to the club sat and dara wasn't there i thought it odd, but didn't knowwhat was going on, and still don't. i don't know if i was supposed to pick her up or what was going on. but chris and i stayed till almost 9:30p and she came in at like 9p and went right downstairs. i don't even know if she saw me. but i know she was upset. i wanted to stay and find out what was going on but chris was getting rather restless i kinda felt bad he was paying for me to be there and all i was doing was talking to lisa, trying to find out how she had been and what has been going on with her. and all the while all i wanted to do is talk to dara. she's been on my mind alot but i have been so tired all i do is sleep eat and work. i miss her and the kids so much. i just wonder if she's mad at me for not coming over? she is one friend i don't want to lose. well i guess i've been on here long enough, typos everywhere i'm sure, sorry but i'm like a damn zombie. well love ya'll