Jul 07, 2006 21:50
You creep into my skin, like a hot knife through butter. But you're not done with me yet, are you? After you got inside, you took a hold of my soul and twisted it like a wet towl, wringing out all of my feelings of anything resembling love that I had left. Why the FUCK would you do that to me, of ALL people? I don't understand you.
So you're sitting there under my skin, between my bones, and behind my eyes. Causing me to do things that I wouldn't, or shouldn't normally do. I know that placing blame gets us nowhere, but I don't feel like its entirely my fault by any point of view you choose to take. So for now keep squeezing and twisting, it'll all be gone soon if it isn't already. But, keep in mind that I WILL NOT let you infest my entire being with your negativity, and childishness. Fuck that shit.
Mine won't be like yours turned out. Hopefully it will be for the better, but there's always that scare in the back of my mind.
So grow up... I'm trying to, despite your apparent need to keep me back. Don't bitch at me... I'm trying not to, despite the endless barrage of bitching I continually recieve. Go ahead, sustain your silence because it is music to my ears. And lastly, do not be surprised when you rarely see me after it is all said and done.
I love you...for now.