There aren't any words
Quote of the day: "Sleep/sleep tonight/and may your dreams/be realized. If the thundercloud/passes rain/so let it rain/rain on me." -U2
I leave for Ft. Collins today and I will probably not be back until next Saturday. zortrana's bilirubin (sp) is high, the brain damage is worsening and she is refusing to eat or drink. Knowing that this is either zortrana in there saying she does not want to live like this, or a natural biological response of someone who knows that her brain is dying and her body needs to catch up to where her brain is, my other three sisters and I refused to have a feeding tube inserted in zortrana yesterday. The hospice meeting is tomorrow at 1:00 p.m.
Pray for me. I'm not doing well. If I don't respond to comments please know it is not because I do not appreciate them but because I'm pretty much wrecked right now.
I leave for Ft. Collins today and I will probably not be back until next Saturday. zortrana's bilirubin (sp) is high, the brain damage is worsening and she is refusing to eat or drink. Knowing that this is either zortrana in there saying she does not want to live like this, or a natural biological response of someone who knows that her brain is dying and her body needs to catch up to where her brain is, my other three sisters and I refused to have a feeding tube inserted in zortrana yesterday. The hospice meeting is tomorrow at 1:00 p.m.
Pray for me. I'm not doing well. If I don't respond to comments please know it is not because I do not appreciate them but because I'm pretty much wrecked right now.