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So here I am, on a Friday night, thinking of you. I miss you. I feel like I haven't talked to you in ages. Haha, that was a funny commercial. This acute bronchitis is no picnic, and I really hope I didn't give it to you. I'll be super angry at myself. I got antibiotics at the doctor today and they work in three days. Also, I already feel better after just taking one tablet. Yay! I just had really damn good Rasberry Zinger Tea. It was great. I think I might make another cup. The doctor also gave me cream for my ear. It wasn't a zit, it's something that starts with an E. Ecstacy in crust form? Maybe? Yeah, I think that's it. I keep getting IMs from like "SeXy MeLiSsA wAnTs YoUr BoD!!!!! OMGZ!" It's worrying me. It's 11:14pm and I'm hoping you'll be home soon. It's going to make my day/night.
On less happier news. Grandma Jane had another stroke. The doctors don't think she's going to make it through the night. I'm not that sad, I wasn't expecting to be sad, but I feel like I'm a bad person for not being sad. I suppose I just feel it was time for her to go. It was sad to just watch her slowly die, and take all that medication. She was a good person though. She was almost a century old, and that's fucking crazy. I really don't feel like dealing with CB when she gets home...that's really going to suck. I know it's her mom, and I'd be emotional too if my mom died, but I know she's going to milk it for all it's worth. Oh geez...I'm going to have to go to a funeral. I really hate funerals. I always feel really bad because I'm never upset or crying or sad and people all around me are hysterical. This isn't going to be fun...
On less happier news. Grandma Jane had another stroke. The doctors don't think she's going to make it through the night. I'm not that sad, I wasn't expecting to be sad, but I feel like I'm a bad person for not being sad. I suppose I just feel it was time for her to go. It was sad to just watch her slowly die, and take all that medication. She was a good person though. She was almost a century old, and that's fucking crazy. I really don't feel like dealing with CB when she gets home...that's really going to suck. I know it's her mom, and I'd be emotional too if my mom died, but I know she's going to milk it for all it's worth. Oh geez...I'm going to have to go to a funeral. I really hate funerals. I always feel really bad because I'm never upset or crying or sad and people all around me are hysterical. This isn't going to be fun...