Sep 03, 2006 20:00
I MUST BE BAD TO FEEL A NEED TO JUST DOCUMENT HOW FUCKING SHIT I AM !
MONOTONOUS AND THIS IS AS GOOD AS IT`S GOING TO GET - MISSED A MASSIVE CHANCE TO TURN MY WHOLE LIFE AROUND ,THE MONYEY WAS THERE BUT THE DRIVE AND INITIATIVE HAS BEEN SADLY LACK9ING ....#
I CANN`T COPE WITH LEE IT`S DRIVING ME ROUND THE BEND (MORESO)TOTALLY DOMINATING THOUGHTS
ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP -ONCE AGAIN IGNORING TXTS AND CALLS ,
FUCK IT I CAN`T EVEN BE BOTHERED WRITING THIS MORBID BOLLOCKS ---I FEEL AN ANGRY MAN...VERY LOST ....NO PLANS -TRAPPED BY MEDS WICH DON`T ALLOW ANY SPONTUNIATY TO UNFOLD,......................IHATE THIS BUT KNOW NOTHING ELSE VERY CONFUSED VERY UPSET VERY ALONE LK2E2K1LNELN12LKNELK21NE21LKELK2ELNKKLNKRKNLR3KNMRE4MKE4WMKL3WE4