~D}~day
1.30pm is nr here ...
subject benign to anyone else really...
move...or
loose...
my last love and warmth...
i can do niether...
i have nor the will &
...certainly not the streangth of mind...
iam crying...
fuck !
gosh !
but i am a man...
i aint upto this battle...
i CANNOT see positivity...
i try to sleep my life away...
atm...
if someone would...*cries lots*
will just...take him away...
no goodbye`s...
no ceramony ...
i will open that fucking bottle drink* and
realise that all i held so dear to me
life now so benign due to pending its finality
all i EVER loved is just all but fucking memory.
subject benign to anyone else really...
move...or
loose...
my last love and warmth...
i can do niether...
i have nor the will &
...certainly not the streangth of mind...
iam crying...
fuck !
gosh !
but i am a man...
i aint upto this battle...
i CANNOT see positivity...
i try to sleep my life away...
atm...
if someone would...*cries lots*
will just...take him away...
no goodbye`s...
no ceramony ...
i will open that fucking bottle drink* and
realise that all i held so dear to me
life now so benign due to pending its finality
all i EVER loved is just all but fucking memory.