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i wrote this incredibly amazing like 50 million word update that took like 35 minutes and it decided it didnt want to save it. eww how dumb. idk im working a lot right now so theres not much too say but im having fun and my whole awesome post was about paneradise..... haha i stole that from kerry because i am just that cool. my birthday is coming up soon which i find very exciting but that means ill be back ins school blagh no fun on that end.... hmm so lets see mom had her surgery today it took six and a half hours i wish i could have been there but work calls. hmm no fun at all i work tomorrow and monday then i have a break..... awesome seven days in a row without a break thats my kind of summer. hmm ill stop the bitching and complaining now bc im annoying myself as well. so ive decided that i do have a crush on this same person i have liked for a while. i stopped and it has started again only because i feel he is a good person and i get that giddy feeling when i think about him which i havent gotten in a long time. it excites me to the max actually. haha its a very festive feeling that i wish i could experience more often. but i dont know what to do because i dont have the patience to keep on liking him and it not going anywhere that made no sense whatsoever but its also two am.... two am and she calls me cause im still awake... haha so very strange i am im tired blagh who knows im rambling on... the bakery girls get on my nerves quite a bit not ellen or carlene or some others but the others remind me why i dont like girls that much haha im evil. im so sick of high school drama it is very lame.... but so anyway this guy makes me smile and i guess thats all that matters. hehe im smiling now thinking about it. im a big dorko... oh by the way
im a ninja of love.... much love
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hey ellen lets discuss panera what are some of your favorite panera memories
hehe carlene and i created a song.............. were off to feed the kitten the wonderful kitten of trash (sung to the tune of the wizard of oz) bc there is a kitten that lives in the back of panera bread so cute