I'm kinda lonely...
..and that's my fault. It's weird. I consider Jamma my best friend because she really knows all my faults. But I hardly talk to her because I'm scared of the phone. Robin has been my friend for years but I don't want to impose on him. He knows I can be hateful and he's the opposite. Pesh is going through her life like I did when I was in my twenties. We've lost touch and stuff. Casey always makes me laugh and I adore her. Kel just understands me. We'll be friends forever but I've so lost out on so many of her important days. And back to Jamma, I don't even know who Steve is. I'm lost, guys, and it's my fault.
My mom is not as soft as she used to be. She loves my sister better because my sister isn't crazy. Which is ironic since it was my mom's husband who fucked me and made me crazy. But we don't talk about that. Oiush.
I have prezzies for Jamma but can't get them to her. What happened to me? The woman who was everything.
Love,
Shannon
My mom is not as soft as she used to be. She loves my sister better because my sister isn't crazy. Which is ironic since it was my mom's husband who fucked me and made me crazy. But we don't talk about that. Oiush.
I have prezzies for Jamma but can't get them to her. What happened to me? The woman who was everything.
Love,
Shannon