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I wish there was a god. with all my spirit, I wish there was a god. I need something to put my faith in.
That is what religion is after all, a purpose to put your faith into ( and of course to create unity). Im not supposing that god does not exist because of the things I have seen happen in this life that any being who could put a stop to it could change. True, I have seen way too many bad things happen to good people, and too many good things happen to horrible people (I believe its called "the law of inverse worth). No, he doesn't exist because there's no way for him to exist; education has taught me this much.
Still, I would really really like someone else to have control over what happens in my life, because I sure as hell have none. But I cant force myself to believe in something that I *know* isnt real.
So I put my faith in other people. And thats why I get hurt.
That is what religion is after all, a purpose to put your faith into ( and of course to create unity). Im not supposing that god does not exist because of the things I have seen happen in this life that any being who could put a stop to it could change. True, I have seen way too many bad things happen to good people, and too many good things happen to horrible people (I believe its called "the law of inverse worth). No, he doesn't exist because there's no way for him to exist; education has taught me this much.
Still, I would really really like someone else to have control over what happens in my life, because I sure as hell have none. But I cant force myself to believe in something that I *know* isnt real.
So I put my faith in other people. And thats why I get hurt.