Mar 03, 2005 18:42
Some days life throws shit at you and you can actually smile and take it.
Other days, life is pleasant to you and you have panic attacks.
It seems that my happiness is inversely proportional to that of my friends. 3 of my friends cried today (not burst crying, but it was definitely there). I know very little of Panic attacks, but they sound really really shitty.
I wish i could do more for people. I mean, the stuff that happened today, thats just not right (even though i dont know the full story behind any of it). If someone tells you they're about to have a panic attack, how can you stop it from happening? YOu can ask some clarification questions, but I imagine it wouldn't take much to send someone over the edge.
I think the entire reason I'm there for my friends is because they need me to be there for them. I'll be able to more when this freaking mock trial is done.
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