The word of the day is futile
I didnt go to school today. Well, not really. I walked teh halls, sat in the chairs, but didnt go to school. Much in the same way that you can read a book but not actually "read" it. But I suppose you're never really alive when you have insomnia.
People ask we whats wrong. i dont know what to tell them, or where to begin. I dont know what to say.
What can you say when she says she no longer loves you?
I'm shocked that I can admit this, but it's really for the better. All sam ever did was drag me down. I've sacrificed everything for her, and she's barely shifted positions. She never cared about me half as much as she cared what other people thought of her. I pity her, I really do. She has no idea what it means to be human.
Yesterday, I would have yelled at her for hours. I would have yelled of how I've sacrificed everything to be with her. I would have yelled at how she will never find anybody else that cares as much about her. I'd have yelled how so will never find anybody else who is willing to put up with her bullshit.
I'd have made her realize that, if she refuses to change for other people, she will die alone.
That's yesterday. Today, I dont realy care to do that. Yes, I love her. You dont just stop loving someone, no matter who they become.
But I just want the pain to go away.
Happy fucking anniversery.
People ask we whats wrong. i dont know what to tell them, or where to begin. I dont know what to say.
What can you say when she says she no longer loves you?
I'm shocked that I can admit this, but it's really for the better. All sam ever did was drag me down. I've sacrificed everything for her, and she's barely shifted positions. She never cared about me half as much as she cared what other people thought of her. I pity her, I really do. She has no idea what it means to be human.
Yesterday, I would have yelled at her for hours. I would have yelled of how I've sacrificed everything to be with her. I would have yelled at how she will never find anybody else that cares as much about her. I'd have yelled how so will never find anybody else who is willing to put up with her bullshit.
I'd have made her realize that, if she refuses to change for other people, she will die alone.
That's yesterday. Today, I dont realy care to do that. Yes, I love her. You dont just stop loving someone, no matter who they become.
But I just want the pain to go away.
Happy fucking anniversery.