depressed

Oct 18, 2004 23:53

They've been messing with my meds again since the begining of the summer. For those of you who don't know, I've been on 40mg of Lexapro and 150mg of Welbutrin SR for the last... 3 or 4 years. The former to make me happy and the latter to help me concentrate. They tried to take me off all of the medicine, but that failed so I'm currently on 20mg of Lexapro and 150mg of Welbutrin. I'm depresed. I can't concentrate.
i have a paper due tomorrow. i'm about 1/8th done with it. kinda. i don't wanna do school work. going to school is fine, but i don't like the work. it scares me that i'm not doing well with it. what if i fail out. what if i can't do it. what if i can't be a teacher. what if i can't do what i want with my life.
all i want to do is read fantasy books and play games.
i don't wanna do anything
i'm depressed a lot
i have to get my meds up'd again. that depresses me.
i wanna be bob in high school again.
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