Rest In Peace, Bob Keith Paulk Jr.

[bobulaondeck]

He died. 3:am, 2 hours and 1 minute ago. I no longer have a father. I'm gonna wake up and he'll still be dead. He's no longer in any pain. I went to the hospital and gave him one last hug and consuled my step mom. I'm never going to hear his voice again. I'm never going to see him again. I'll never be able to hug him again. I'll never get to push him around in his wheel chair again. I'm never going to get to go camping with him again. I'll never get to see that big black jeep pull up blaring oldies. It hurts. It hurts alot. I feel so hollow. It's like I am so alone but have people for me. It just doesn't make any sense. Thank you to everyone who's been there for me and given me someone to talk too. Please save the "Everything happens for a reason", or "He's in a better place now comments." I know this, and it hurts to, so please don't add to it. I've got alot of shit to sort out, and to top it all off i have to put down my dog at my dads. I've had her for 11 years. It's just all too much at once. I'm going to try to sleep. I love you all who are there for me.

Bob.

But oh God
Under the weight of life
Things seem brighter on the other side

Oh God
Under the weight of life
Things seem so much better on the other side

No way, no way, no way
No way out of here