It's more than a muse I will miss
Things have been all over hte place the last couple days.
Long papers to write on dead civilizations.
I felt really lost a couple days ago, like I didn't know where my life was going or why to bother. I feel like goin to NYC and staying forever. It's actually plausible, Kat could house me long enough to find a place and a job.
Maybe Japan. Stephanie and I have a pact to meet there someday.
Maybe Paris.....and I could get an early start at the Louvre.
But today I read a passage about being in a trench looking for bones or clay tablets, and imagined even being an underpaid intern out in the sun digging holes. And I love the thought of it. I really want to get into archeology.
I'm not sure where it will take me, maybe not Paris or Japan, but we'll see.
I was feeling lost and alone the other day, I told Katie everything on my mind.
like a boat drifting out to sea. I wrote a song somewhere about it.
But then I wrote a new song after that, it made my whole night better. And i've been singing it to people in the halls and down the street it's a light in the dark.
I'm getting better about being alone, it's just not easy, it comes in baby steps.
This thing about moving in with everyone has gotten a bit chaotic, I guess we'll ride it out and see what happens.
I miss a few people, but there are always people to miss. Rachel had to find a song today that explained her well, it made me wonder what song would explain me.
I like Left and Leaving by the Weakerthans. I think it fits.
I need to go to bed soon, I'll see you all sooner or later. That's the thing about leaving or those who have already left. You can always come back. Reunions are where it's at.
Goodnight my loves.
Long papers to write on dead civilizations.
I felt really lost a couple days ago, like I didn't know where my life was going or why to bother. I feel like goin to NYC and staying forever. It's actually plausible, Kat could house me long enough to find a place and a job.
Maybe Japan. Stephanie and I have a pact to meet there someday.
Maybe Paris.....and I could get an early start at the Louvre.
But today I read a passage about being in a trench looking for bones or clay tablets, and imagined even being an underpaid intern out in the sun digging holes. And I love the thought of it. I really want to get into archeology.
I'm not sure where it will take me, maybe not Paris or Japan, but we'll see.
I was feeling lost and alone the other day, I told Katie everything on my mind.
like a boat drifting out to sea. I wrote a song somewhere about it.
But then I wrote a new song after that, it made my whole night better. And i've been singing it to people in the halls and down the street it's a light in the dark.
I'm getting better about being alone, it's just not easy, it comes in baby steps.
This thing about moving in with everyone has gotten a bit chaotic, I guess we'll ride it out and see what happens.
I miss a few people, but there are always people to miss. Rachel had to find a song today that explained her well, it made me wonder what song would explain me.
I like Left and Leaving by the Weakerthans. I think it fits.
I need to go to bed soon, I'll see you all sooner or later. That's the thing about leaving or those who have already left. You can always come back. Reunions are where it's at.
Goodnight my loves.