hello clair
ok, its been what, 2 months since i have written in here. hmm. strange. so i have been busy, moved back to utah, less stressful. didn't want to get conned into doin something i didn't, like go on a mission. i'm a damn atheist, not a mormon. my dad just doens't get that, he judges everybody on if you're mormon or not, or if you believe in god or not. jackass. and no brindy i don't have you beet in drinking, its been since like last month, or something like that. hey mountain dew..... ok that was um, weird. but anyway. its snowing like a bitch and whats worse is that the fucking snow was almost gone too, god dammit. and i swear a lot, more than i do in here. i should stop, oh fucking well. i don't care. i give up on tryin to make people happy, i say fuck people. well writing in here is always a trip for me, see i talk to a lot of people, but i have a hard time talking about whats on my mind. i don't know why, but i just do. i love to talk to people and help them with their problems and sit there and listen to them, cause thats like what i do best, but i things just happen. i'm goin to go.