I thank you for chosing me
I'm here at Christy's house, and it was such a nice weekend... I looked through a box of all of our old memories, and it was really nice remembering all of the things her and I experienced together in our childhood... I don't think I could have imagined a better person to experience that time with... even though a lot of my childhood sucked major balls. We went to the park, and started talking about stuff, and remembering, and we even fell asleep listening to the Spice Girls last night... But today was real cool, cause I walked with down 152nd avenue to the park on 88th and 152nd and we sat there at the little bridge thing where there were little kids, and I was remembering how her and I used to go every weekend to the park and eat crap and play and skate with her mom and it was just us. Yeah, and now our lives are sorrounded by a multitude of new people and new things, and we have so much to distract us from each other, but I know our friendship is too fuckin strong to break just by having new friends.. In fact I have made new friends recently that I seem to share that kind of bond with, maybe not as strong, but hopefully one day in deed it will be, but for now it's all going really good. Everynow and then, memory slaps me across the face, and realization knocks me on the head... That makes me sad, but well, if I spend all of my life brooding and being sad about something I don't have, and not being happy over something I DO have, what kind of a person will that make me in life? It's good to appreciate things every once in a while and not just wish there were more things there for me to appreciate. I don't think there's any one I can feel as comfortable as I ever will talking about cerain things with Christy... well, except Gabi... and most of the time Jazz, but even so... LMAO. The letter I wrote to Christy was so funny when I was 7 and I lived in Venezuela for 8 months, and omg... I'll type it up in an LJ cut when I finish writing this.. but it was so cute... I remember how much I cried cause I missed Christy... Fuck, I need to spend more time with her because, I don't want to lose her... there's been so many occasions that I just ditched her, and she stuck with me... and now I need to do that, I need to stick with her... she has a new life now, cause that's what highschool does, and I am GOING TO BE PART OF IT. I swear... well what ever, I want to camp out next weekend on the field next to my house... and yeah... I guess I'll do that. It sounds like fun, eh?