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I've been so stressed lately...I'm glad I have tuesday and thursday off next week! I can't help but feel that there's a bigger storm out there waiting for the right time. As it is, I'm still cleaning up from the last one. Pile that on top of school and work and my future and I'm a mess. I've been getting upset at the smallest things, not everything, but occasionally some small insignificant thing. I just ate lemon cake and let me tell you it was soooo good!
I'm really getting aggravated at my body. I want to lose the fat I've gained in the past couple months and maybe put on a little more muscle. I like my weight around 165, but I want to get down to at least 12% body fat like I was last year. I don't like dieting because I am a glutton who loves his food. I try to not eat so much or eat healthy but the temptation and junk food are always there! I need to start going to the gym again, I can't wait.
I hope summer brings with it simpler things. I've been waiting for summer to really start my music career, but I think it's just because I'm scared. I'm scared of what will happen and of going away. I was recently thinking about cruise musicians and trying that out but I want to look into it more. I want to give lessons and like I said in my last post might have found a place, but I still need more info...and students. I want to start writing(this is theme in most of my entries) but I think this one will finally pan out :-) I need to start practicing more but that's not my main concern right now. I wish I could just be handed a record contract and be told to put together a kick ass band and tour the world. I could totally do that. Anyway, I have nothing more I can think of. bye.
I'm really getting aggravated at my body. I want to lose the fat I've gained in the past couple months and maybe put on a little more muscle. I like my weight around 165, but I want to get down to at least 12% body fat like I was last year. I don't like dieting because I am a glutton who loves his food. I try to not eat so much or eat healthy but the temptation and junk food are always there! I need to start going to the gym again, I can't wait.
I hope summer brings with it simpler things. I've been waiting for summer to really start my music career, but I think it's just because I'm scared. I'm scared of what will happen and of going away. I was recently thinking about cruise musicians and trying that out but I want to look into it more. I want to give lessons and like I said in my last post might have found a place, but I still need more info...and students. I want to start writing(this is theme in most of my entries) but I think this one will finally pan out :-) I need to start practicing more but that's not my main concern right now. I wish I could just be handed a record contract and be told to put together a kick ass band and tour the world. I could totally do that. Anyway, I have nothing more I can think of. bye.