Random Ramblings ready for reading....haha
wow, two posts in one week? Incredible! So I've become of those people that reads "Twilight." I like it, and I like it mostly because of the Vampires and cool super powers and stuff, but I do like some of the romance. I do think it is over the top and ridiculous sometimes and especially on the premise that they knew each other so little time, but I am a hopeless romantic sometimes ;-) haha. Anyway, while reading these books, my passion for the supernatural(and wish for super powers) was ignited again. I really want to believe that humans are capable of some sort of "supernatural" powers: telekinesis, mind reading, etc....and I would like to attain some sort of ability like that. I've been getting back in to meditation, and while some of you think I'm crazy, it's nice to just meditate sometimes. I do feel a little more anti-social because of it, but I feel more at peace with myself and the world around me. The past few years have been weird, I'd been more prone to depressive episodes and I think it's partly because I lost my mediation. I was never really into it, but I occaisionally(I can never spell that word) did it.
Now I remember what I was going to talk about: Maturity. I don't think that I will ever grow up and I don't know if I want to. I want to get super powers and move somewhere away from everyone and kind of be like the Cullens(I know my guy cred is slipping so much...not that it was too high to begin with :-P). I've always felt different, mostly because I feel smarter than most people :-P and not that I'm better, but just different, like I don't want to be around most people. I feel like I have a lot of friends, and I don't know to how many of them this applies, but I do love all of my friends, even the ones I haven't seen in years. So, is it immature to think these things? To want to run away, and be different and have super powers(ok, I'll give you the last one ;-) ? I don't know, it's not like I run around with a cape on and a mask(I need to conceal my identity of course!) I know how to act like an "adult" when I need to. It's hard juggling my two "personalities" though. Like I can't let certain people see the real me, but it's not like I say things I don't mean, I just keep certain ideas out of my head when around people like my mom, or older people. I'm sure that it will come together somehow. One thing is for sure, I want to get out of school now! Or be able to stop working, one or the other...preferably the latter! I guess that's it for now, I don't want to write a whole essay right now.
Ps: If any of you have super powers, let me know how you got them please :-)
Now I remember what I was going to talk about: Maturity. I don't think that I will ever grow up and I don't know if I want to. I want to get super powers and move somewhere away from everyone and kind of be like the Cullens(I know my guy cred is slipping so much...not that it was too high to begin with :-P). I've always felt different, mostly because I feel smarter than most people :-P and not that I'm better, but just different, like I don't want to be around most people. I feel like I have a lot of friends, and I don't know to how many of them this applies, but I do love all of my friends, even the ones I haven't seen in years. So, is it immature to think these things? To want to run away, and be different and have super powers(ok, I'll give you the last one ;-) ? I don't know, it's not like I run around with a cape on and a mask(I need to conceal my identity of course!) I know how to act like an "adult" when I need to. It's hard juggling my two "personalities" though. Like I can't let certain people see the real me, but it's not like I say things I don't mean, I just keep certain ideas out of my head when around people like my mom, or older people. I'm sure that it will come together somehow. One thing is for sure, I want to get out of school now! Or be able to stop working, one or the other...preferably the latter! I guess that's it for now, I don't want to write a whole essay right now.
Ps: If any of you have super powers, let me know how you got them please :-)