i sing all these wonderfully romantic songs, but only my cats are listening.
i have been neglecting my photography pretty badly. other than weddings, i haven't shot anything put together since march, and even that wasn't really special. i want to take some self portraits soon but i kinda need my apartment to not be a pile of things to do so. of course it would help if i actually had the time to come up with and shoot something...
not much has changed since the last time i posted in here. i'm still working at the bank (although that may change considering my incessant tardiness), i'm still in Man at Home, and i'm still doing all the things i usually do. only time has passed.
of course, one big positive change in my life happened when Amanda shot me a line. neither of us have as much free time as we did in the past but that's bound to happen. it's really great to be in contact with her again.
i'm not really sure how i feel about where i am right now. i know that i want/need more time, but if i want to keep this place, i'll have to give up lots of my usable hours in order to bring in the bux. it just makes me sad that i have this apartment and it looks NOTHING like it should. that being said, i've had weekend days where i SHOULD have been getting my shit together but instead i felt like resting/being worthless. it's really hard to use those few hours on a project when all the rest are handed out. maybe that's what separates me from my ideal self...
i dunno. i'm confused as usual. now i'm going to try to get some sleep, although it probably won't happen for another couple hours.
not much has changed since the last time i posted in here. i'm still working at the bank (although that may change considering my incessant tardiness), i'm still in Man at Home, and i'm still doing all the things i usually do. only time has passed.
of course, one big positive change in my life happened when Amanda shot me a line. neither of us have as much free time as we did in the past but that's bound to happen. it's really great to be in contact with her again.
i'm not really sure how i feel about where i am right now. i know that i want/need more time, but if i want to keep this place, i'll have to give up lots of my usable hours in order to bring in the bux. it just makes me sad that i have this apartment and it looks NOTHING like it should. that being said, i've had weekend days where i SHOULD have been getting my shit together but instead i felt like resting/being worthless. it's really hard to use those few hours on a project when all the rest are handed out. maybe that's what separates me from my ideal self...
i dunno. i'm confused as usual. now i'm going to try to get some sleep, although it probably won't happen for another couple hours.