May 29, 2005 14:32
Blah, I'm so emo right now . . .
I'm listening to Avril Lavigne's song "Fall to Pieces", and its making me sad . . .
i'm not ready for college, i'm not ready to leave, i don't want to leaveall my friends, i'm gonna miss ilana, amber, jackie, zach, megan, christine, and other people :(
dang i'm getting so depressed . . .
but i feel like i need the change, but southeastern . . . sigh well thats just for the first year . . . if i can't go back in time then i wanna just skip college, and get married, but what if i never find "the one", i'm not gonna let myself like anyone, i'm gonna let him come to me, ugh, growing up . . . i don't wanna go anywhere today, cancel plans or just go out and not be all emo at home . . . sigh . . .