my nerves!!!
ah so we practiced again today on you were there, lol wow, i cant sing my part, but i can sing mickies or zachs, lol why cant i just sing that, blah!!!!! why do we have to have parts why cant we just go with whatever comes out, lol . . . maybe not tho, cuz whatever comes out doesnt sound all that great lol . . . three more days, three more days, three more days, happy but sad, happy but sad, happy but sad . . . naaaa HAPPY!!!!!
anyways, so i was at dinner with my grandma and everyone, and my grandma asked "what time is baccaulaureate" and i realized that i have to sing for it, and i got all nervous and felt like i was going to throw up, i looked down at my soup and almost started to cry, all i was doing was eating soup and i freaked out, and i think i'm gonna be able to get on stage! no way! ohh geez what have i gotten myself into . . . oh no!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my worst fear!!! after christmas, when i had my panic attack on stage lol, i swore i would never sing again, and then i had to for the play, and the last night wasnt all that bad lol, but omg on a mic in front of our whole class, ugh kill me now . . .
anyways, so i was at dinner with my grandma and everyone, and my grandma asked "what time is baccaulaureate" and i realized that i have to sing for it, and i got all nervous and felt like i was going to throw up, i looked down at my soup and almost started to cry, all i was doing was eating soup and i freaked out, and i think i'm gonna be able to get on stage! no way! ohh geez what have i gotten myself into . . . oh no!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my worst fear!!! after christmas, when i had my panic attack on stage lol, i swore i would never sing again, and then i had to for the play, and the last night wasnt all that bad lol, but omg on a mic in front of our whole class, ugh kill me now . . .