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sitting down in my room always makes me think. why is it that i have everything i need and want, but i still feel like i have to leave the house at the end of the year to make myself happy.
so what if my parents enjoy spoiling me? is it wrong having everything ive ever asked for and more? is it?
laying here in my ralph lauren sheets staring at a room so messy, noone would ever see. 4 pairs of diesels on one side. a mountain of jackets, laundry and shoes on the other. i am so confused. i feel loved and wanted in my own home but at the same time so alone and sad. making a decision is beyond me right now. i just want to let the smell of my vanilla candles in and forget all.
my life has been so hectic lately. work overwhelms me, school is hard, my friends i love and my family i dont really know. every day is a new story in this house. leaving everything on a day to day basis is a common deed.
decisions are horrible. and im getting sick
so what if my parents enjoy spoiling me? is it wrong having everything ive ever asked for and more? is it?
laying here in my ralph lauren sheets staring at a room so messy, noone would ever see. 4 pairs of diesels on one side. a mountain of jackets, laundry and shoes on the other. i am so confused. i feel loved and wanted in my own home but at the same time so alone and sad. making a decision is beyond me right now. i just want to let the smell of my vanilla candles in and forget all.
my life has been so hectic lately. work overwhelms me, school is hard, my friends i love and my family i dont really know. every day is a new story in this house. leaving everything on a day to day basis is a common deed.
decisions are horrible. and im getting sick