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i really have been meaning to write in this thing...i mean i really have..but everytime i sit down all i want to write is just stupid emo crap..at the moment i really can not figure out whats going through my head..im fucking mad hurt tired and stressted..i keep dragging myself back to a place where i can be functional and it seems like nothing i do can keep me there anymore..i feel like im one of those cheasy cartoons where the wall of a dam breaks and the water is shooting out of little holes..and im running out of fingers to plug the holes