In Which Our Hero Isn't a Hero, to Anyone
I dropped the ball big time. And it is completely my own fault (except one aspect in which it is mostly my fault). But worse than dropping the ball before, is that I have angered several people, two of whom are extremely important people to me. Social faux pas, how nice of you to visit me after so long. I'm kicking myself, and crying and not really taking this well. Every fiber in my being wants to fix this immediately, but I'm bound by the chains of the work clock. Last time I felt this anxious I was shaking for days, and I doubt that anything different will be this week.