Sep 25, 2006 22:37
when i was little i wanted to be a football player. i used to go to all of my brothers football games and practices when he played, and i really wanted to play with him. i just really liked the idea of being the only professional female football player. come on, you know that sounds cool.
i always say that i never want to have kids. that they are too expensive and needy and im just not generous enough to take care of another person for however long they want to stay around. but i dont think that the reason is that they are too expensive. too needy. its that i dont want to have to say goodbye when they want to go out on their own. i dont like the idea of having to loose someone who i love unconditionally. because they will always want to leave. i mean, look at us. we get along with our parents, but we still want to be on our own. i dont know. i think thats the reason why though.
i prefer the acoustic version to just about every song.
my mood is usually dependent upon the weather. yeah. im one of those people.
fall is by far my favorite season. everything changes colors. everything is crisp. i can finally wear jeans and a sweater without looks like a weirdo. and its football season. hollaa...
i own an acoustic guitar that i can play a little bit, but i usually just sit in my room and listen to a song that has a guitar and pretend that i am the one who is playing. eventually i will learn. right now i just dont have the patience for it.
because of my parents divorce i think that i am overly cynical about love.
i am a random fact machine. i love them. there is a book at borders is called "the book of random facts" or something like that, which i intend to buy when i get a job. then i will spurt out randomness whenever i can.... that came out funny...
i want to send a postcard to post secret, but i cant think of a secret that i have never told anyone about.
one of my favorite feelings in the world is having butterfly's in my stomach. i always think that it means that i am really excited to do whatever it is that i am doing. and thats cool.
i think im done for the night.