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I'm just starting to feel that I am all alone and that everyone else has someone that they can be with, or are just happy by themselves. I first really liked this one girl, and she liked me too. She didn't want to get into another relationship though, since she just got out of a serious one, which is fine with me, and she just wanted to be friends. Well, over time, she just started to ignore me, and wouldn't talk to me. Maybe it's because of work, or because she doesn't have service in her house....I really don't know or even care anymore. Then I started to get to know these other two girls. They're really sweet and hang out with me and talk to me all the time. I felt like they were my newest best friends...always being able to turn to them and be able to talk to them and be myself without wondering if they are going to think that I am stupid or anything. I started to really like one of them, knowing alot about her, and really just wanting to be good friends with her. I then realized that she liked one of my friends, so I just let them go and do what they wanted to do. I will just remain her friend, and be there if she needs anything. I then got to spend alot of time just talking with the other one. She's very interesting and smart. Sure, she has had alot of bumps down the road, but so has anyone else. I want to be good friends with her too, and possibly more. I don't know though. I don't want to ruin the friendship that I already have with her, by asking her out. I know about her past, and don't want to do anything that will bring back memories of her past. I just want my friends to have a good time and be happy, and I would do anything for them to be that way.