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[bobo_xo]

i thought id dedicate this entry to my dad!! my great a WONDERFUL dad...the dad whose never there, the dad who would rather be at a football game then be with his kids...his kids he never sees. The dad who forgot for almost a year that he even had kids....wow that great dad of mine, the dad who LIES to his 8 year old daughter! omg he should win like an award...Father of the Year suppose. THe dad who promised to be at birthday parties basketball games volleyball games dance recitals plays...etc. once again that great ole' dad of mine...and he has my little sister wraped around his little finger...she believes every word that comes out of that son of a bitch's mouth. i try to tell her she doesnt listen...she'll call and want to just see him for 5 minutes...but no "Oh hunny im out of town, its snowing where i am cool right?" and an hour later we would drive past his housee and see him and his girlfriends car there. Speaking of GIRLFRIEND, shes like 1000000000 gazzilion years old...and she looks like saten... my dads 33, shes old enough to be his mother...gross i know...and ive seen her 2498058092 times but not ONCE has she ever said a word to me, my dad hasnt even introduced us...well back to the dad thing...the dad who forgot to come pick us up Or even call us on christmas or easter. the dad who argues with my mom about not wanting to take my little sister over to his house...like ARGUES, like halloween he was like "Ill take her but shes not going trick ortreating with ANYONE in your family..." fagggot i know! did u know that like on fathers day i just make something for my grandpa cuz to me i dont have a dad anymore...so all you people who are like "omg my dad is sooo mean" blah blah...mean cuz he cares....my dad doesnt care, he doesnt care about me or my sister or anything, so all you people are lucky, i would give anything to have like a "real" family instead of the screwed up place i live in...

ok im done just thought id get that out...it might not make any sense...but idk just these thhoughts are like running through my head just thought id get them out...love you all!!!