not knowing makes me sick

Feb 07, 2006 04:53

i just spent the last hour in the bathroom over a fucking toilet puking. after having a great conversation with katie this morning and having no sleep the night before i went to sleep. i ended the conversation about us by pleading with her not to do anything to make things worse. i listened to my messages about an hour ago and she had left one saying that she did need to take a break and not worry about our relationship til she got back because she had had a shitty day. she didnt need to worry about the fucking relationship as long as she didnt do anything more. now i have no clue what shes done and .... ok so maybe i wasnt done puking. i'm so fucking scared and hurt and oh god what did she do. i hate this so much. oh god.
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