Where the hell to start
Life has been tough lately... I havent been with Tawny for like.. Two weeks, I got a C in chem and a B in biology and I havent had much time to be with my friends. I am no longer on talking terms with Andrew and Tawny, two people I called my best friends a month ago. Shit has really hit the fan but you know what? Ive become a more faithful person and I am on my way to becoming a better person. My new years resolution this year is to be a better person to my true friends and be successful in everything I do whether it be school, work, physical fitness or music. Daniel described '06 as a melting pot of emotions and experiences, he was right on. We all have gone through so much shit this year and have experienced practically every emotion but we're stronger now. I am more determined than ever to get back in to shape because I havent been right since CIF finals from 05. I am more determined to do better in school, even though I let myself down this semester by falling for a girl. I have nothing to show for my 1st semester of school but if thats what I needed to focus, so be it. I truely do believe that everything that has happened to happened for a good reason and is better for me, no matter how I may feel. I have fallen in love with music again by playing with Sunny at Six, I want to continue to learn bass and guitar and drums and I want to gain all that I have lost from trumpet. I just want to better myself and love life because I havent quite been living. This year, I just want to live.